I really do have a good temper, haven’t always. There was a time in my life when I repaired walls a lot and bandaged my hands. But learned it is just not worth it: either my time nor my energy. But being told, not asked for discussion, that there was going to be a wedding involving… Continue reading Running out of Fuse Quickly
I saw this coming. I really did. So, D’s new boy toy calls today to say his roommate has threatened him and he needs her to come get him and his stuff. Let’s back up a bit. She had made plans with me to order out, snuggle in bed, and watch tv. Just us time.… Continue reading Not Equipped
That is about how I feel lately. I love my job but WOW. Quick update. Took D shopping for a ton of new work/dressy clothes: I’m hoping to see her in something other than jeans and t-shirts that are two sizes too big. Torrid is awesome by the way. Trying to get caught up on a… Continue reading Chicken with its head cut off
“Just so you are not surprised by this later, he wants to do a handfasting with both of us sometime soon.” D and I were on our way to get breakfast this morning when out of the blue she said that, hesitantly. Stopped at a red light I turned to look at her; a weird… Continue reading Let me explain the speed limit
Full blown panic attack. Brain swirling in every direction. What makes you think you are as good as your coworkers? 20 years younger, better trained, more energy, and learns faster! You know they are laughing at you when you ask how to do something they have always known how to do. You are slow, old, lacking… Continue reading Too Late!
Ok, been almost a week since writing; been busy. Work has been good but frustrating. I love learning new software but I’m feeling old and slow at the moment. I’ve been thrown into a team of very young programmers and am having to learn all new languages to get up to where they are. I… Continue reading Taking My Own Advice, Sort of…
For the time being I only have a limited amount of time to write posts as my job is keeping me very busy. Just today started in a new office space with a new set of people and a ton of new software to learn. Still adjusting to not being able to just up and… Continue reading Limited Time Only